<sub>I really feel bad about not keeping you guys up so frequently anymore as i used to.
I am sick since one bloody week now and stuck at home, but i believe i'll head back to school on sundays anyway if i am not having fever again.
I am not really able to move around nomally.
I can't really stand on my own feet because i do not eat , because of my throat that hurts as hell T_T
All in all i am not in my best state at all.
Maybe everything get's better if... well what ever ;D
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I'll see ^^
anyways for the upcoming and my hopefully soon healthy state
i thought i'd go for the 100 themes challenge including my drawing projects of Rob Pattinson ;D the already done sketch of Cloud Stife and ne probably never finishing portait of Jared Leto ._.


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Compassion, confession, It's all a compromise.
Dedication, domination, please, define the lines.

Irritation, innovation, Paired up to succeed.
Totalization, termination, fake smiles and greed.

Surrender to nothing, or run, as far as you can
I'm trying to, hold on to what I believe in, but my heart is in a coma.

Aggression, attention, a need to be seen.
Directed, disrespected, stand in line to be faithful obscene.

Surrender to nothing, or run, as far as you can.
I'm trying to, hold on to what I believe in, but my heart is in a coma.
I'm trying to, hold on to what I believe in, but my heart is in a coma. In Flames - Pacing Death's Trail

But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing,
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from you Atreyu - Ex's and Oh's

A fugitive from unreality
No sign of my god damned serenity
Lost in these barren lands
That have nothing I demand
Had to look for something new
And that day I found you
I found you
I found you

Living in a house of cards
Waiting for it all to fall
Hope for the best plan for the worst
That's what my life is all about
Sonic Syndicate - Jack of Diamonds

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering
Like a withering rose, she’s back again.
Atreyu - Bleeindg Mascara

How do I feel this good sober? Pink - Sober

and you neglected I called you out don't please
I said we're stronger than this now
You feared of phantoms and none exist but you
you still saw fit to destroy it

and I can see the fear in your eyes
I've seen it materialize
growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone
still clearly I can hear you say
don't leave don't give up on me
two weeks and you ran away
I remember don't lie to me
you couldn't see that it was not that way
swear I never gave up on you All That Remains - Two weeks


I will wait for this moment when our lips collide,
And almost stop the earth. You're in my arms tonight.

Just one more kiss to soothe the pain exists,
In a world of lies. Misery take my shame alive.
When everything fails a violent death, the smile you gave.
Visit me in hell tonight, and say:
"If love exists, I will fall." Aiden - Moment</sub>


Ppl that rock and i love ^.^ :

first of all
my sister i love her so damn much and i miss her as hell! she draws pretty good don't listen to her when she says she sucks!<333
chip and dale bf


She is sooo amazing!
I love her writing because well it reflects my mind and soul._{I also love her Ferard stuff you gotta read it, it's worth it, cuz her writing skills are badass!She's da Ferard writing queen!xD}
And hell yeah I am her insane sister and i am fucking proud of it, and i absolutely love my request!
Chocolate Cake...to MrsIer0

Best Birthdaygift ever <3




Omfg i love her so freakin much She is such an awesome girl! I love her stories so damn much!And Hell yyeah I am her muse! ^^


wohi hell! yes her writings just blow my mind! She has fucking good ideas and i just loove it! ^.^

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